That Girl is GONE

Oh Man I’m tired!

I’ve had enough!

You see over and over I say these words yet I find myself back at it again!

It’s a pattern,

Like a song on repeat!

That toxic energy and vibe you bring,

Keeps calling me in!

Oh Man I tried!

Tried to pull back !

Made a complete turn only to find myself here

Back to you!

Back to what gives the thrill!

like a drug that has me hooked

Hooked on a feeling

An adrenaline until!

Until slowly but surely it starts to take effect,

It begins to hurt, yet I keep wanting more

Until it starts to destroy,

Destroy not only my inside but the outside,

My character and who I used to be.

You took my Identity!

Oh Man I quit!

Enough is enough!

It may be too late because the damage has already been done

But there is so much one can take!

As of now! I mean NOW

That GIRL is GONE!

The girl who sat and took it all in

Silenced herself, hid behind her tears

And walked on shells!

SIR! Mr.! Haven’t you had enough?

You keep taking and taking from me

Walking and walking over me

Belittling and reducing me to what suits you!

Though my scars may not be physical and we create the perfect picture

It’s about time I call it In

Round it up and face it

You have NO power over me!

Instead you’re a weak man

Looking for something to give your distasteful life meaning

But that something and someone is not me or any other

The realization may be late but

SIR! Mr.!

Oh Man I’m DONE!

That GIRL is GONE!