I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough

I am sorry

Sorry! but sorry isn't enough.

I am not trying to burn myself

but I can't let it go.

I know I shouldn't have build the walls so high

made it hard for you to even climb

but its not my fault

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

I know it's not supposed to be easy Pouring out the bottled up feelings

Choking up these thoughts I'm feeling

but i didn't think it'd be this hard

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

Not sure if I took us for granted.

A love letter

left to fly in the wind.

With no sense of direction,

no sense of hope

no sense of love

or ever finding a home

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

You poured out your heart

Gave a hundred when it was suppose to be fifty, fifty.

I gave you negatives and equations with no solutions,

Washing away all these feelings would be easy

yet I'm here saying sorry like it changes things

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

I gave you empty pages,

Leaving you to fill in the spaces

I know I'm the worst sometimes I've been hurt, but you know that So I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

I wasn't sure of us, but you never asked why

not trying to pin this on you

but maybe if you asked

just maybe, something would've changed.

So I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

You didn't see me as a baggage

nor a dead weight

Yet I gave you no love, no affection.

After all I've done

you deserve some peace

not sure if I am the one

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

I know my heart will burn with jealousy

seeing you with someone else

I'd maybe ask why her, not me?

But maybe its for the best

since I didn't play my part and you did.

But please understand

that i am not use to letting go

so I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

Part of me is willing to try

Willing to fight

but its a dark and twisted fate.

Do anything ever change?

Work with me and I with you,

You decide and I will agree.

If ever it was not me and that the damages can't be undone

I just want you to know that

I am sorry but I know sorry isn't enough.

I never saw the good in byes

So why say goodbye?

It's not right, it's not okay

But can my sorry be ever enough?

P.S I know you'll have questions but lets not get too personal.

Love

SJ