?

I can't remember my life before you,

That's a lie because I'm not sure if I had a life then.

We can go base on intuition,

That in itself is confusing. 

Amnesia? State of mind?

Answer me one thing, can you?

Even if you say no

I'd still like to know

Who are you really? 

My best dream or my worst nightmare?

My heart screams yes,

But my head says no.

Can you provide the answers that'll make me whole?

The heart never listens to what the mind says it'll never do!

Am I wrong?

I have more questions, can you understand?

Are you even listening?

Can you hear me?

Do you even exist?

Are you that imaginary guy that I created in my sleep?

I guess No,

Maybe I'll never know.

How much will it take for you to speak back?

Can't you tell my heart is aching?

Can't you see that I'm lost?

Why are you silent?

Am I not worth the energy?

It's too hard to remember 

It's too hard to bear

Have I lost you forever?

I can't come to accept that you're no longer here

Some say you're sleeping

Others say you're dead

Is this why you're not answering me?

Have I lost you for real?

Are you really gone?

Why are you lying still?

Why aren't you moving?

Your eyes are stilled close, why?

I have more questions

Are you there?

What is RIP?

Really into Partying?

Raw-In process? 

Am I in denial?

Wake up! Please wake up!

No answer?

I have more questions

Are you there?

My love!?

Love SJ